I was not going to post this on-line at first, but as I have had some more time to think about this and get it all straight in my head, so I think I shall. Also I was afraid id be looked upon as a weirdo or lunatic, if anyone thinks that, then fair play to them.
Christmas day of 2003, My dog Star passed over because of a problem with cancer she had suffered with, she went rapidly down hill on that Christmas day and the vet was called and she was put to sleep. I did not deal with it well at all and had to have hospital treatment for it and spent nearly a month moping in bed. After time I regained enough confidence to start walking alone in the countryside, where me and star had walked a 1000 times before. On these walks I would ask that star be with me in spirit, but never expected to experience anything, but many times I would hear her dog tags jangling as if she was walking beside me, my imagination? I did not know at the time.
Christmas eve of 2004, I was not in the best of moods as Christmas is not something I like any-more, since the passing of Star the year before . The past few nights I had been having dreams with Star in them, what was to happen next would be something I will never forget….
I woke up to see star standing over me as she did when alive, wagging her tail, I could even feel her breath on my cheek. I sat up confused thinking it was a vivid dream, but it felt different from a dream, but not the same as the normal awake state.
I was pleased and happy but at the same time a little confused, as I could feel something or someone in the corner of the room, I got a feeling of someone or something overwhelming watching me, not bad but just something I knew my thoughts could not contemplate or understand.
So I could not turn to look at it. I know this will sound cheesy and crazy, but I got the impression who ever it was, was the person who brought star through to me. I know they where a light of some sort, many people would say it was some religious figure or something like that. I don’t know who or what it was, I just know I could not look at them even if I wanted to. I was more focused on Star anyway who then jumped up on to my bed, and so I then got up and started stoking her, which made me very emotional, the “figure” angel, light being, past over relative, higher self, what ever it was, was still standing there, its something that I could not ignore even though I could not look at the presence.
Then the oddest thing happened, I was still hugging star when I heard my bed room door open, and even though I did not look I could hear my dad as I was still sitting up stroking Star, he said ‘What the hell are you doing? are you dreaming?’ I ignored his words and continued to stroke Star, when all of a sudden, it was like BANG!! I woke up again and Star and the presence was gone, the door was now closed and the experience ended, I felt overjoyed yet stunned and confused.
I told some people about it the next day or two later, but did not want to go into great detail as I was still getting my head around it.
I know now it was a visitation by Star, after thinking greatly about it.
The best I can describe what happened was the scene in the movie Ghost when Sam wakes up in bed and has the visions of the Virgin Mary statue, except it was not as frightening. The experience was not a normal dream, and it was not a normal awake state, it was some other form of weird conciseness I have never felt before.
All the best
Faeden – Message Board Member